ii fuckiing knew iit, a2 2oon a2 ii 2aw 2he gave the damn dog two dave. what diid 2he 2ay? what diid HE 2ay? fuck that guy, ii 2wear two god one of the2e day2 ii am goiing two beat hii2 2mug face iin, he know2 way two much two be anythiing but trouble.
yeah she told me about u 2 kissing and then about how come i wasnt jealous because she hates me for kissing u and things like that basically backtracking on all that stuff she said before i guess then she went 2 dracos i didnt speak to her since so i asked him 2 keep an eye on her and he ended up on my ass about the whole situation he asked me to explain then just ended up grilling me on shit he doesnt know about because i literally explained it about three minutes prior so w/e :'(
2orry you had two deal wiith that. ii wii2h 2hed fuck off and fiind 2ome new be2t friiend two tru2t wiith all our fucking 2ecret2. iim 2orry about pretty much everythiing iin the way thii2 ha2 gone down.
its no biggie i mean i guess she just needs time 2 calm down or w/e the the fuck idk like i dont see how it has 2 b such a big deal even tho i guess im blahh it dont matter the point is im pretty sure this qualifies as "ppl are not ok w this" :C
we can giive iit tiime, 2ee how thiing2 go. maybe 2he wiill feel better. or fuck, ii dont even know how ff feel2 about any of thii2 anymore, not that my black quadrant ii2 really her bu2iine22 but you know iit2 kiind of fucked up already. can we ju2t take a break and waiit?
are you mad cause of jakeys charm hes bringign all the girls AND the boys to his yard anyways getting back on point yes that is why i sort of liked him quite a bot? *bit but janey did to and shes my best friend so that meant i wasnt even gonna try going after the english affections then later on turns out dirk does too so i just left them to it
ii am a2tounded that an iidiiot of hii2 caliiber po22e22e2 anythiing that can remotely be called charm. and 2ort of offended at your ta2te and what that mean2 you thiink of me iif youre attracted two that kiind of lo2er. how he diidnt repeatedly walk iinto the doorframe2 ii really had no iidea. 2tiill, that pretty much 2uck2 a22. ii am 2orry that fuck that now we are 2tuck iin that kiind of 2iituatiion agaiin.
its something in the crocker english genetics i swear that whene it comes to romance it just turns them all into compelte chumps but u said you want to take a break and no do anything so i guess thats what will go down now and i will talk 2 jade when i see her again and see whats up w./ her and then we can fix this thing before it gets any more stupid
ii thiink iif we diid iit we could do iit for awhiile. but ii dont know, wouldnt you feel guiilty for the fact that we couldnt make iit work wiithout lo2iing one of our be2t friiend2?
my problem rn is that she says 1 thing but does another and i dont know she seems p determinered not to be my friend anyway right now and what r u gonna do about her and fefeiri
yeah well iim not haviing much more luck my2elf. ii feel liike fuckiing 2hiit for thii2. for her and for you two, you de2erve better than thii2 2hiit. iill tell fef the truth. what el2e can ii do? ii cant go back to her and ju2t pretend nothiing happened, liike we werent talkiing all that much before 2he left or there wa2 almo2t 2omeone el2e, that2 not faiir two her. puttiing a2iide that ii thiink the guiilt would kiill me iif ii triied.
nobody rly did anything wrong i guess its just a whole lot of miscomunication cranked up to the max but i agree you should tell her because she was your gf or still is? either way feferi is really nice and i like her so its not fair to her not to know
ii told her the day 2he came back that there had been other people and ii reciiprocated, 2o. ii ju2t diidnt tell her who they were and ii dont know iif ii ought two. ii dont thiink 2he would care about you, iit2 a diifferent quadrant, but ii dont want two make jade2 liife more diiffiicult than iive already made iit.
well she didnt mind last time she was here did she she kept asking me about it way back when i thouht that was a totes lame idea + so not going 2 ever happen but as for jade its probs best not 2 say who unless she brings it up right it might make things weird and potentionally screw thigns up those 2 wihch would jsut b the icing on top of this fuckfest of a cake
2he diidnt really care now 2o much but ii diidnt really want two tell her ju2t yet. iit2 all tiied up iin you and me and jade and ii defiiniitely wa2nt goiing two tell her about jade. ii cant ju2t take away her friiend liike that and ii dont know what the fuck 2he would have done, we dont need two compliicate thii2 any more than iit already ii2.
i dont want them 2 nt b friends either oky *okay im not going 2 say anythign and u wont say anything and jade i hope wont say anythign and we call all just get along and stop beign retarded
ALSO THIS SHOULD BE DAY 191 OUR CALENDAR IS STUPID AND DIFFICULT TO READ AND I BLAME THAT
on 2012-12-22 06:24 pm (UTC)what diid 2he 2ay?
what diid HE 2ay?
fuck that guy, ii 2wear two god one of the2e day2 ii am goiing two beat hii2 2mug face iin, he know2 way two much two be anythiing but trouble.
YES I NEVER KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS
on 2012-12-22 10:46 pm (UTC)she told me about u 2 kissing
and then about how come i wasnt jealous because she hates me for kissing u and things like that
basically backtracking on all that stuff she said before i guess
then she went 2 dracos i didnt speak to her since
so i asked him 2 keep an eye on her and he ended up on my ass about the whole situation
he asked me to explain then just ended up grilling me on shit he doesnt know about because i literally explained it about three minutes prior so w/e
:'(
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on 2012-12-23 04:38 am (UTC)ii wii2h 2hed fuck off and fiind 2ome new be2t friiend two tru2t wiith all our fucking 2ecret2.
iim 2orry about pretty much everythiing iin the way thii2 ha2 gone down.
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on 2012-12-23 04:52 am (UTC)i mean i guess she just needs time 2 calm down or w/e the the fuck
idk
like i dont see how it has 2 b such a big deal even tho i guess im
blahh it dont matter
the point is
im pretty sure this qualifies as "ppl are not ok w this"
:C
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on 2012-12-27 08:36 pm (UTC)maybe 2he wiill feel better.
or fuck, ii dont even know how ff feel2 about any of thii2 anymore, not that my black quadrant ii2 really her bu2iine22 but you know iit2 kiind of fucked up already.
can we ju2t take a break and waiit?
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on 2012-12-28 12:03 am (UTC)i think that might b for the best right now
until ppl get all their shit in order
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on 2012-12-28 12:54 am (UTC)ii mean iin general, not, are you ok wiith that, iit2 not liike we have a whole lot of optiion2 two 2alvage the 2iituatiion.
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on 2012-12-28 01:34 am (UTC)i am just peed off that this is actually turning out to b some major dramaz
i dont see why its all such a big deal but w/e
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on 2012-12-28 05:28 am (UTC)no subject
on 2012-12-28 05:36 am (UTC)no subject
on 2012-12-31 02:17 am (UTC)...no.
you dont mean that fuckwiit.
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on 2012-12-31 04:47 am (UTC)ok well sometimes yes he can be but generally no
hes cute and ADVENTUROUS an charming
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on 2012-12-31 05:13 am (UTC)no subject
on 2012-12-31 05:43 am (UTC)hes bringign all the girls AND the boys to his yard
anyways getting back on point yes that is why
i sort of liked him quite a bot?
*bit
but janey did to and shes my best friend so that meant i wasnt even gonna try going after the english affections
then later on turns out dirk does too so i just left them to it
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on 2013-01-01 10:40 pm (UTC)and 2ort of offended at your ta2te and what that mean2 you thiink of me iif youre attracted two that kiind of lo2er.
how he diidnt repeatedly walk iinto the doorframe2 ii really had no iidea.
2tiill, that pretty much 2uck2 a22.
ii am 2orry that
fuck
that now we are 2tuck iin that kiind of 2iituatiion agaiin.
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on 2013-01-02 12:47 am (UTC)but u said you want to take a break and no do anything so i guess thats what will go down now
and i will talk 2 jade when i see her again and see whats up w./ her
and then we can fix this thing before it gets any more stupid
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on 2013-01-03 11:13 pm (UTC)iif we diid iit
we could do iit for awhiile.
but ii dont know, wouldnt you feel guiilty for the fact that we couldnt make iit work wiithout lo2iing one of our be2t friiend2?
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on 2013-01-04 01:36 am (UTC)and i dont know
she seems p determinered not to be my friend anyway right now
and what r u gonna do about her and fefeiri
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on 2013-01-04 03:23 am (UTC)ii feel liike fuckiing 2hiit for thii2.
for her and for you two, you de2erve better than thii2 2hiit.
iill tell fef the truth.
what el2e can ii do? ii cant go back to her and ju2t pretend nothiing happened, liike we werent talkiing all that much before 2he left or there wa2 almo2t 2omeone el2e, that2 not faiir two her.
puttiing a2iide that ii thiink the guiilt would kiill me iif ii triied.
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on 2013-01-04 04:02 am (UTC)but i agree you should tell her because she was your gf
or still is?
either way feferi is really nice and i like her so its not fair to her not to know
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on 2013-01-10 06:07 pm (UTC)ii ju2t diidnt tell her who they were and ii dont know iif ii ought two.
ii dont thiink 2he would care about you, iit2 a diifferent quadrant, but ii dont want two make jade2 liife more diiffiicult than iive already made iit.
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on 2013-01-12 06:38 am (UTC)she kept asking me about it way back when i thouht that was a totes lame idea + so not going 2 ever happen
but as for jade its probs best not 2 say who unless she brings it up right
it might make things weird and potentionally screw thigns up those 2 wihch would jsut b the icing on top of this fuckfest of a cake
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on 2013-01-22 02:28 am (UTC)iit2 all tiied up iin you and me and jade and ii defiiniitely wa2nt goiing two tell her about jade.
ii cant ju2t take away her friiend liike that and ii dont know what the fuck 2he would have done, we dont need two compliicate thii2 any more than iit already ii2.
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on 2013-01-22 11:40 am (UTC)oky
*okay
im not going 2 say anythign
and u wont say anything and jade i hope wont say anythign
and we call all just get along and stop beign retarded
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on 2013-01-31 05:27 pm (UTC)that 2ound2 liike a plan two me.
not liike ii have a better one at thii2 poiint.
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