are you mad cause of jakeys charm hes bringign all the girls AND the boys to his yard anyways getting back on point yes that is why i sort of liked him quite a bot? *bit but janey did to and shes my best friend so that meant i wasnt even gonna try going after the english affections then later on turns out dirk does too so i just left them to it
ii am a2tounded that an iidiiot of hii2 caliiber po22e22e2 anythiing that can remotely be called charm. and 2ort of offended at your ta2te and what that mean2 you thiink of me iif youre attracted two that kiind of lo2er. how he diidnt repeatedly walk iinto the doorframe2 ii really had no iidea. 2tiill, that pretty much 2uck2 a22. ii am 2orry that fuck that now we are 2tuck iin that kiind of 2iituatiion agaiin.
its something in the crocker english genetics i swear that whene it comes to romance it just turns them all into compelte chumps but u said you want to take a break and no do anything so i guess thats what will go down now and i will talk 2 jade when i see her again and see whats up w./ her and then we can fix this thing before it gets any more stupid
ii thiink iif we diid iit we could do iit for awhiile. but ii dont know, wouldnt you feel guiilty for the fact that we couldnt make iit work wiithout lo2iing one of our be2t friiend2?
my problem rn is that she says 1 thing but does another and i dont know she seems p determinered not to be my friend anyway right now and what r u gonna do about her and fefeiri
yeah well iim not haviing much more luck my2elf. ii feel liike fuckiing 2hiit for thii2. for her and for you two, you de2erve better than thii2 2hiit. iill tell fef the truth. what el2e can ii do? ii cant go back to her and ju2t pretend nothiing happened, liike we werent talkiing all that much before 2he left or there wa2 almo2t 2omeone el2e, that2 not faiir two her. puttiing a2iide that ii thiink the guiilt would kiill me iif ii triied.
nobody rly did anything wrong i guess its just a whole lot of miscomunication cranked up to the max but i agree you should tell her because she was your gf or still is? either way feferi is really nice and i like her so its not fair to her not to know
ii told her the day 2he came back that there had been other people and ii reciiprocated, 2o. ii ju2t diidnt tell her who they were and ii dont know iif ii ought two. ii dont thiink 2he would care about you, iit2 a diifferent quadrant, but ii dont want two make jade2 liife more diiffiicult than iive already made iit.
well she didnt mind last time she was here did she she kept asking me about it way back when i thouht that was a totes lame idea + so not going 2 ever happen but as for jade its probs best not 2 say who unless she brings it up right it might make things weird and potentionally screw thigns up those 2 wihch would jsut b the icing on top of this fuckfest of a cake
2he diidnt really care now 2o much but ii diidnt really want two tell her ju2t yet. iit2 all tiied up iin you and me and jade and ii defiiniitely wa2nt goiing two tell her about jade. ii cant ju2t take away her friiend liike that and ii dont know what the fuck 2he would have done, we dont need two compliicate thii2 any more than iit already ii2.
i dont want them 2 nt b friends either oky *okay im not going 2 say anythign and u wont say anything and jade i hope wont say anythign and we call all just get along and stop beign retarded
good becau2e the fact that ii am not actiively attemptiing two emotiionally deva2tate your liife doe2 not mean that anythiing about my feeliing2 have actually changed.
i know nothigns changed and u are still legit a major asshole and i still cant stand you most the time on account of you being annoying but i think everyone being friends and not hating each other 4ever is more important than anything else
ha. well not hatiing each other iin the wrong way, anyway. iitd 2uck iif ii couldnt even 2tand two tell you what a pathetiic excu2e for a per2on you are.
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on 2012-12-31 05:13 am (UTC)no subject
on 2012-12-31 05:43 am (UTC)hes bringign all the girls AND the boys to his yard
anyways getting back on point yes that is why
i sort of liked him quite a bot?
*bit
but janey did to and shes my best friend so that meant i wasnt even gonna try going after the english affections
then later on turns out dirk does too so i just left them to it
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on 2013-01-01 10:40 pm (UTC)and 2ort of offended at your ta2te and what that mean2 you thiink of me iif youre attracted two that kiind of lo2er.
how he diidnt repeatedly walk iinto the doorframe2 ii really had no iidea.
2tiill, that pretty much 2uck2 a22.
ii am 2orry that
fuck
that now we are 2tuck iin that kiind of 2iituatiion agaiin.
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on 2013-01-02 12:47 am (UTC)but u said you want to take a break and no do anything so i guess thats what will go down now
and i will talk 2 jade when i see her again and see whats up w./ her
and then we can fix this thing before it gets any more stupid
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on 2013-01-03 11:13 pm (UTC)iif we diid iit
we could do iit for awhiile.
but ii dont know, wouldnt you feel guiilty for the fact that we couldnt make iit work wiithout lo2iing one of our be2t friiend2?
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on 2013-01-04 01:36 am (UTC)and i dont know
she seems p determinered not to be my friend anyway right now
and what r u gonna do about her and fefeiri
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on 2013-01-04 03:23 am (UTC)ii feel liike fuckiing 2hiit for thii2.
for her and for you two, you de2erve better than thii2 2hiit.
iill tell fef the truth.
what el2e can ii do? ii cant go back to her and ju2t pretend nothiing happened, liike we werent talkiing all that much before 2he left or there wa2 almo2t 2omeone el2e, that2 not faiir two her.
puttiing a2iide that ii thiink the guiilt would kiill me iif ii triied.
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on 2013-01-04 04:02 am (UTC)but i agree you should tell her because she was your gf
or still is?
either way feferi is really nice and i like her so its not fair to her not to know
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on 2013-01-10 06:07 pm (UTC)ii ju2t diidnt tell her who they were and ii dont know iif ii ought two.
ii dont thiink 2he would care about you, iit2 a diifferent quadrant, but ii dont want two make jade2 liife more diiffiicult than iive already made iit.
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on 2013-01-12 06:38 am (UTC)she kept asking me about it way back when i thouht that was a totes lame idea + so not going 2 ever happen
but as for jade its probs best not 2 say who unless she brings it up right
it might make things weird and potentionally screw thigns up those 2 wihch would jsut b the icing on top of this fuckfest of a cake
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on 2013-01-22 02:28 am (UTC)iit2 all tiied up iin you and me and jade and ii defiiniitely wa2nt goiing two tell her about jade.
ii cant ju2t take away her friiend liike that and ii dont know what the fuck 2he would have done, we dont need two compliicate thii2 any more than iit already ii2.
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on 2013-01-22 11:40 am (UTC)oky
*okay
im not going 2 say anythign
and u wont say anything and jade i hope wont say anythign
and we call all just get along and stop beign retarded
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on 2013-01-31 05:27 pm (UTC)that 2ound2 liike a plan two me.
not liike ii have a better one at thii2 poiint.
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on 2013-01-31 07:43 pm (UTC)then i giess that is that
unless you have anything else 2 say on the maltter
*matter
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on 2013-02-18 12:47 am (UTC)that2 what ii have two 2ay.
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on 2013-02-18 01:50 am (UTC)me too
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on 2013-02-25 09:36 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2013-02-25 10:44 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2013-02-28 05:17 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2013-03-04 12:39 am (UTC)and u are still legit a major asshole
and i still cant stand you most the time on account of you being annoying
but i think everyone being friends and not hating each other 4ever is more important than anything else
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on 2013-03-10 05:20 am (UTC)well not hatiing each other iin the wrong way, anyway.
iitd 2uck iif ii couldnt even 2tand two tell you what a pathetiic excu2e for a per2on you are.
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on 2013-03-11 03:13 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2013-03-18 02:38 am (UTC)