i just told him its complicated i dont want to date him i dont want to date anyone i just got jealous and it was wrong thats what we are focusing on here
ok i was just curious theres nothing wrong in saying it though in fact if u like him and u think theres a chance he could like you back i think you should try and go for it
gdi i KNEW you were feeling things for featherbro you were both sulking over it instead of just talking about it uuuurgh :( idk now i just feel bad like i dont even know whats going on but its going to cause trouble like it feels a bit like the jake thing again except its not you crushing on jake obvs that would be super weird and also illegal?
davesprite broke up with me on the ship except he didnt remember any of that here and he just got.. kind of mad at me all the time, idk :/ i dont have time for that there just isnt enough time for it
but u already said u got jealous! i just want you 2 seriously think about it ok and its not like i even know whats going on w/ him if anything anyway everything is such a mess le sign
okay being honest here i was jealous i was really, really jealous
and then charles left we dont have much time here, roxy i dont want to spend it being jealous or mad or upset id rather just spend it with people i care about thats all
what im sayin is on account of you being my best friend here if you like him and theres even a REMOTE chance you want something to go on there or he does i would back up from whatever this unholy mess is i have created thats what i was trying to say but i think thats what u were trying 2 say too? which is weird since now were in some sort of backwards mexican standoff except over a guy sollux standoff and there aint nobody budging and i forgot what point i was trying to make here but there was one somewhere
ok the point was that thing i said about backing off and also i was going to make one about wondering what changed ur mind? like if ppl r leaving and u wanna enjoy time here wouldnt that mean WANTING to be having fun and dating ppl and such?
because you would still be hurt, even if you say you are backing off!! which ugh i just want everyone to be friends and people leaving means that dating is just always 100% going to lead to heartbreak i could date anybody and we could fall in love and be happy and in six months we might never ever see each other again or even worse what if one of us left and came back and never remembered each other
i wouldnt tho! i mean a little bit but not enough to matter like its why me and jake could never b a thing on account of my best friend being way into him and i guess my other best friend being way into him also? and im just chill as ice w that even tho if they werent i would be so on that because omg <33
but if youre rly saying its ok then okay? even tho i dont agree w your no dating thing in asgard i mean id rather take that chance? especially since the roxy datin forcast for back home is saying the outlook looks bleak
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on 2012-12-10 12:07 am (UTC)because if you guys want each other then you deserve that
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on 2012-12-10 12:13 am (UTC)we dont like each other like that not really
its why everythings so complicated
does he know u have a crush on him
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on 2012-12-10 12:13 am (UTC)its complicated
i dont want to date him
i dont want to date anyone
i just got jealous and it was wrong
thats what we are focusing on here
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on 2012-12-10 12:15 am (UTC)if i knew i wouldnt have even brought it up
augh
so what did he say i mean he wasnt a dick about it or anything was he
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on 2012-12-10 12:20 am (UTC)no no of course not
i just have really shitty timing
and tbh i should have just kept it to myself
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on 2012-12-10 12:27 am (UTC)i was just curious
theres nothing wrong in saying it though
in fact if u like him
and u think theres a chance he could like you back
i think
you should try and go for it
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on 2012-12-10 12:28 am (UTC)he is grieving over feferi
and i am still hung up on davesprite
and you have feelings for him
also i think dating here is dumb
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on 2012-12-10 12:34 am (UTC)you were both sulking over it instead of just talking about it
uuuurgh :(
idk now i just feel bad like
i dont even know whats going on but its going to cause trouble
like it feels a bit like the jake thing again
except its not you crushing on jake obvs that would be super weird
and also illegal?
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on 2012-12-10 12:36 am (UTC)except he didnt remember any of that here
and he just got.. kind of mad at me all the time, idk :/
i dont have time for that
there just isnt enough time for it
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on 2012-12-10 12:37 am (UTC)trust me
hes a dumbass guy who thought he was doing u a favor somehow
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on 2012-12-10 12:37 am (UTC)no subject
on 2012-12-10 12:47 am (UTC)yeah lets not talk about him then
i just dont want to do anything that could make u hate me tho
like im seriously sayin its ok jade
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on 2012-12-10 12:48 am (UTC)you are a pretty amazing person
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on 2012-12-10 12:51 am (UTC)i just want you 2 seriously think about it ok
and its not like i even know whats going on w/ him if anything anyway
everything is such a mess
le sign
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on 2012-12-10 12:52 am (UTC)i was jealous
i was really, really jealous
and then charles left
we dont have much time here, roxy
i dont want to spend it being jealous or mad or upset
id rather just spend it with people i care about
thats all
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on 2012-12-10 01:00 am (UTC)and then you would hate me
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on 2012-12-10 01:02 am (UTC)you are wrong
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on 2012-12-10 01:13 am (UTC)just
what im sayin is on account of you being my best friend here
if you like him and theres even a REMOTE chance you want something to go on there
or he does
i would back up from whatever this unholy mess is i have created
thats what i was trying to say
but i think thats what u were trying 2 say too?
which is weird since now were in some sort of backwards mexican standoff except over a guy
sollux standoff
and there aint nobody budging
and
i forgot what point i was trying to make here
but there was one somewhere
ok the point was that thing i said about backing off
and also i was going to make one about wondering what changed ur mind?
like if ppl r leaving and u wanna enjoy time here wouldnt that mean WANTING to be having fun and dating ppl and such?
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on 2012-12-10 01:20 am (UTC)which
ugh
i just want everyone to be friends
and people leaving means that dating is just
always 100% going to lead to heartbreak
i could date anybody and we could fall in love and be happy and in six months we might never ever see each other again
or even worse
what if one of us left and came back and never remembered each other
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on 2012-12-10 01:39 am (UTC)i mean a little bit but not enough to matter
like its why me and jake could never b a thing
on account of my best friend being way into him
and i guess
my other best friend being way into him also?
and im just chill as ice w that
even tho if they werent i would be so on that because omg <33
but if youre rly saying its ok then
okay?
even tho i dont agree w your no dating thing in asgard
i mean id rather take that chance?
especially since the roxy datin forcast for back home is saying the outlook looks bleak
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on 2012-12-10 01:40 am (UTC)i kind of figured the same thing for me
and
idk
idk idk idk
this is all really confusing
i just want everyone to get along
and things to not be tense
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on 2012-12-10 01:44 am (UTC)D:
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on 2012-12-10 01:47 am (UTC)no subject
on 2012-12-10 01:55 am (UTC)just as long as were still friends
thats whats most important to me ok
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on 2012-12-10 01:56 am (UTC)i will tell you up front
ok?
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