Heh. [She wasn't going to burst her bubble. These rivalries had a way of getting loud. Roxy'd notice how obvious it was eventually.] My lips are sealed.
I guess maybe something that disturbs me a little about this is that I'm probably tapping into my other half a little to stay sane like I do with him. We're nasty to each other and violent kind of like she is, but it works since I can cheat a little with his regeneration.
But, if that doesn't all come out, I guess, I don't know... it's not such a bad thing?
[That made her snort and laugh after a clink and a longer drink than before. She probably drained a good third of the glass.]
Fuck if I know, honestly. We went on a date, and he told me I was 'his.' I get the feeling we're officially trying to be official or something like that. It's hard to tell with him, and I'm pretty damned damaged goods as is.
So, maybe yes? We're officially trying. That much I'm sure of.
[She looked down at her glass and grinned at it. There was a bit of an edge to the smirk while she tapped the rim. She was remembering something almost fondly for a moment.]
Hope he realizes I get that way too. Went to hell once to drag someone back because I wasn't through with them, and I hate that place. I'm still nervous, but if he's serious, he'd better be ready to put up with me for a while.
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on 2012-11-01 05:43 am (UTC)I guess maybe something that disturbs me a little about this is that I'm probably tapping into my other half a little to stay sane like I do with him. We're nasty to each other and violent kind of like she is, but it works since I can cheat a little with his regeneration.
But, if that doesn't all come out, I guess, I don't know... it's not such a bad thing?
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on 2012-11-02 01:15 am (UTC)no subject
on 2012-11-02 01:24 am (UTC)[She raised her glass with a twisted smirk on her face.]
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on 2012-11-03 05:39 am (UTC)So is it totally official between you guys now?
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on 2012-11-03 03:19 pm (UTC)Fuck if I know, honestly. We went on a date, and he told me I was 'his.' I get the feeling we're officially trying to be official or something like that. It's hard to tell with him, and I'm pretty damned damaged goods as is.
So, maybe yes? We're officially trying. That much I'm sure of.
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on 2012-11-03 05:12 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2012-11-03 05:21 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2012-11-03 05:24 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2012-11-03 05:28 pm (UTC)Hope he realizes I get that way too. Went to hell once to drag someone back because I wasn't through with them, and I hate that place. I'm still nervous, but if he's serious, he'd better be ready to put up with me for a while.