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[tipsygnostalgia]

Roxy is busy right now
but leave your message here and she will get back to it once she is no longer blackout drunk
or fuck deep in meowcats

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late last night, after she's been at draco's for a while

[nukeoleptic]

do you ever look at yourself and think
gee, i am a terrible friend :T

...........well no you probably dont
you are not the bad friend
it is me
i am the bad friend, roxy D:

[tipsygnostalgia]

actually you wouldnt believe the amount of times i felt like a shitty friend
but youre not though
whats wrong?

[nukeoleptic]

just promise you will try not to be too mad at me
you are my best friend, roxy
i mean i have other best friends but here in asgard
you are my roommate and my best best friend
does that make sense

[tipsygnostalgia]

no it makes sense
were best asgard friends & roomies
i dont understand why u think id b mad at you though?

[nukeoleptic]

im just going to be
really really blunt with it

ive had a crush on sollux
for a long time
and i made you talk to him because i was jealous
it was stupid and petty
and ive risked two of my best friendships because i was petty and dumb
and i am sorry
i am really, really sorry

[tipsygnostalgia]

[There's... a little delay before she answers.]

if u had a crush on him why did u make me talk to him
that sort of doesnt make a lot of sense?

[nukeoleptic]

because you like him
because if you guys want each other then you deserve that

[tipsygnostalgia]

but its different
we dont like each other like that not really
its why everythings so complicated
does he know u have a crush on him

[nukeoleptic]

i just told him
its complicated
i dont want to date him
i dont want to date anyone
i just got jealous and it was wrong
thats what we are focusing on here

[tipsygnostalgia]

you shouldve said something
if i knew i wouldnt have even brought it up
augh
so what did he say i mean he wasnt a dick about it or anything was he

[nukeoleptic]

what?
no no of course not
i just have really shitty timing
and tbh i should have just kept it to myself

[tipsygnostalgia]

ok
i was just curious
theres nothing wrong in saying it though
in fact if u like him
and u think theres a chance he could like you back
i think
you should try and go for it

[nukeoleptic]

not happening
he is grieving over feferi
and i am still hung up on davesprite
and you have feelings for him
also i think dating here is dumb

[tipsygnostalgia]

gdi i KNEW you were feeling things for featherbro
you were both sulking over it instead of just talking about it
uuuurgh :(
idk now i just feel bad like
i dont even know whats going on but its going to cause trouble
like it feels a bit like the jake thing again
except its not you crushing on jake obvs that would be super weird
and also illegal?

[nukeoleptic]

davesprite broke up with me on the ship
except he didnt remember any of that here
and he just got.. kind of mad at me all the time, idk :/
i dont have time for that
there just isnt enough time for it

[tipsygnostalgia]

he wasnt mad at you
trust me
hes a dumbass guy who thought he was doing u a favor somehow

[nukeoleptic]

thats really not the point

[tipsygnostalgia]

ok
yeah lets not talk about him then
i just dont want to do anything that could make u hate me tho
like im seriously sayin its ok jade

[nukeoleptic]

i dont think i could ever hate you, roxy
you are a pretty amazing person

[tipsygnostalgia]

but u already said u got jealous!
i just want you 2 seriously think about it ok
and its not like i even know whats going on w/ him if anything anyway
everything is such a mess
le sign

[nukeoleptic]

okay being honest here
i was jealous
i was really, really jealous

and then charles left
we dont have much time here, roxy
i dont want to spend it being jealous or mad or upset
id rather just spend it with people i care about
thats all

[tipsygnostalgia]

but theres a chance you would get jealous again
and then you would hate me

[nukeoleptic]

wrong
you are wrong

[tipsygnostalgia]

ok were going in fucking circles here
just

what im sayin is on account of you being my best friend here
if you like him and theres even a REMOTE chance you want something to go on there
or he does
i would back up from whatever this unholy mess is i have created
thats what i was trying to say
but i think thats what u were trying 2 say too?
which is weird since now were in some sort of backwards mexican standoff except over a guy
sollux standoff
and there aint nobody budging
and
i forgot what point i was trying to make here
but there was one somewhere

ok the point was that thing i said about backing off
and also i was going to make one about wondering what changed ur mind?
like if ppl r leaving and u wanna enjoy time here wouldnt that mean WANTING to be having fun and dating ppl and such?

[nukeoleptic]

because you would still be hurt, even if you say you are backing off!!
which
ugh
i just want everyone to be friends
and people leaving means that dating is just
always 100% going to lead to heartbreak
i could date anybody and we could fall in love and be happy and in six months we might never ever see each other again
or even worse
what if one of us left and came back and never remembered each other