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Yeah. The killing thing kinda already happened, hence all the hatred for each other.

But it seems like death's no more permanent for them than it is for me. I don't know... I guess I'm more forgiving, as long as it isn't going to happen again.

[She shrugged.]

It's... harder to care about death when it isn't the end... even if that's not something I'd wish on anyone. But I guess I'm weird.

Yeah, sorry it is sorta weird. Like, I know I get killed like... half an hour or something later if I got sent back, and even if it's not permanent I'm still dreading it happening.

You kind of should. I... might be able to forgive someone that killed me, depending on what happened and what was coming after, but it's not like I actually enjoy dying.

How could you forgive someone for killing you? If you ask me that's pretty unforgivable.

I went crazy and killed him first? He wasn't in his right mind when I brought him back to life. My other side really did a number on that poor kid...

[Waving of an empty drink.]

And Sollux wondered why I thought I might be better suited to troll stuff.

Oh. Okay. Huh.

[Yuuuuup not much else she can say to that]

Yeah... I take the tea to keep sane for a reason. You... never really did end up dealing with my crazy side did you?

Nooooo....? [Sometimes she can be a little oblivious. Or not realize just how big of a deal some things are..]

Lucky. [She looked over at her and frowned for a second, shrugging.] If we stay lucky, you don't ever have to know. Just... I'm kind of Dr. Jekyl and Miss Hyde. I can explain if you want to know. It's not like we haven't talked about enough as is.

No I already knew about that stuff, but i guess I just figured that it wasn't.. that bad?

[She sighed and leaned down to press her face into her hands.]

I think he was convinced it wasn't as bad either, Eridan. That, or he's just dense and doesn't listen. Maybe both. No, it's as bad as it comes. that part's a complete psycho, but there's people helping lock me up, and the tea's working so far.

Sorry. I'd understand if you really didn't want to deal with it anymore.

No offense to Eridan, I mean he's my friend, but from what I gathered he has pretty much no regrets in killing anyone if they've wronged him in some way, so I'm sorta not surprised if he wouldn't give a shit about it?

[She looked over at her and sighed.]

yes and no. You have no idea what look he got when I told him about that, and no offense Roxy, I'd rather not tell you the details. I'd like to be let back into your house again one of these days, and I'm really trying to make sure that never happens again.

He was definitely shocked. And I think he regrets Fef, sort of. He hated that he killed her, but I really doubt he would have done anything different.

It's okay, you don't have to tell me. And yeah I'm pretty sure he regrets it, I mean he said he loved her sooooo...

Don't remind me.

[She had a sour, very obviously jealous look in her eyes and a grumble at the back of her throat.]

I'm not going to be good at handling that whole two relationship thing. I don't share well, and my other half doesn't share ever.

Maybe you should talk to him about that? Because it's just what they do, if he gets red for someone he'll go for it.

Perils of cross-species relationships. I've tried some. It's not exactly easy to get him to take me seriously without threatening him. Of course, that is sort of the point, isn't it? heh.

Yeah but I'm just saying, it's a thing you should really talk about you know.

[If only she knew she would be having the same talks in a couple days]

[They should so talk after the dust of that settled.]

No, I get you. He's dense enough that I need to make sure he understands. I don't want to have another "Wait, nobody told me that" thing like we had over my other side.

Do you think it's possible to be black and red for someone if you're a troll?

From what I gather, not really. It can end up really unstable.

[She doesn't know much, but hey that is what Karkat is for now]

[See, that's the weird thing. Sam thinks Sollux is the one to go to for advice right now. She needs to learn about Karkat...

So that she horrify him.]

Yeah, they're not exactly the picture of stability, are they?

Yeah but look at it this way, they have two quadrants for that shit for a reason. Its just something they need. And I don't know much about it, but I think trying to be in one would cause trouble? Like, what if it doesn't match up? What if one's red at a time and the other's black?

Blood and guts. I'd almost guarantee it. It's not like my demon side really makes it easy for me to have normal relationships for the same reason.

So go talk to him about it. Or I can talk to him about it if you prefer.

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