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[tipsygnostalgia]

Roxy is busy right now
but leave your message here and she will get back to it once she is no longer blackout drunk
or fuck deep in meowcats

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[nukeoleptic]

thats really not the point

[tipsygnostalgia]

ok
yeah lets not talk about him then
i just dont want to do anything that could make u hate me tho
like im seriously sayin its ok jade

[nukeoleptic]

i dont think i could ever hate you, roxy
you are a pretty amazing person

[tipsygnostalgia]

but u already said u got jealous!
i just want you 2 seriously think about it ok
and its not like i even know whats going on w/ him if anything anyway
everything is such a mess
le sign

[nukeoleptic]

okay being honest here
i was jealous
i was really, really jealous

and then charles left
we dont have much time here, roxy
i dont want to spend it being jealous or mad or upset
id rather just spend it with people i care about
thats all

[tipsygnostalgia]

but theres a chance you would get jealous again
and then you would hate me

[nukeoleptic]

wrong
you are wrong

[tipsygnostalgia]

ok were going in fucking circles here
just

what im sayin is on account of you being my best friend here
if you like him and theres even a REMOTE chance you want something to go on there
or he does
i would back up from whatever this unholy mess is i have created
thats what i was trying to say
but i think thats what u were trying 2 say too?
which is weird since now were in some sort of backwards mexican standoff except over a guy
sollux standoff
and there aint nobody budging
and
i forgot what point i was trying to make here
but there was one somewhere

ok the point was that thing i said about backing off
and also i was going to make one about wondering what changed ur mind?
like if ppl r leaving and u wanna enjoy time here wouldnt that mean WANTING to be having fun and dating ppl and such?

[nukeoleptic]

because you would still be hurt, even if you say you are backing off!!
which
ugh
i just want everyone to be friends
and people leaving means that dating is just
always 100% going to lead to heartbreak
i could date anybody and we could fall in love and be happy and in six months we might never ever see each other again
or even worse
what if one of us left and came back and never remembered each other

[tipsygnostalgia]

i wouldnt tho!
i mean a little bit but not enough to matter
like its why me and jake could never b a thing
on account of my best friend being way into him
and i guess
my other best friend being way into him also?
and im just chill as ice w that
even tho if they werent i would be so on that because omg <33

but if youre rly saying its ok then
okay?
even tho i dont agree w your no dating thing in asgard
i mean id rather take that chance?
especially since the roxy datin forcast for back home is saying the outlook looks bleak

[nukeoleptic]

dont count it out
i kind of figured the same thing for me
and
idk

idk idk idk
this is all really confusing
i just want everyone to get along
and things to not be tense

[tipsygnostalgia]

bluhhhhh
D:

[nukeoleptic]

woof :(

[tipsygnostalgia]

meow :3

just as long as were still friends
thats whats most important to me ok

[nukeoleptic]

i promise that if i ever get upset again
i will tell you up front
ok?

[tipsygnostalgia]

youd better!

[nukeoleptic]

....are you really ok, roxy?

[tipsygnostalgia]

yeah
i mean im ok
i guess im just confused over everything thats been going on is all

[nukeoleptic]

no, i mean
i am too

[tipsygnostalgia]

you wanna talk about it?

[nukeoleptic]

i think mostly just scared
is that weird?

[tipsygnostalgia]

not at all
theres lots of reasons to b scared of stuff
especially here
what is it in particular tho?

[nukeoleptic]

not even the war
i feel like i can figure that out
im not scared of dying
but im not used to having to keep up with so many people, either
im so used to the clouds on skaia telling me everything :(

[tipsygnostalgia]

its weird being round so many ppl right?
like me and dirk talked about it so many times
about how we dont belong here
we never even met anyone face to face then we get dumped here
its hard
especially meeting so many cool people here that we wont see again if we leave

[nukeoleptic]

its why i had to move out
i really loved living in sigyns house
but we are both pretty quiet most of the time, too