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I dunno! Was just curious, I really don't have that much else to talk about, I've been super boring!

hehe, says the girl trying to drag another of them into a dark corner somewhere...

We're... we're still a thing. It's been tricky. I'm not sure how good at this whole kismesis thing I really am, or that he is for that matter. We're kind of dealing with the crazy shit in both our pasts, though he hasn't run off just yet.

[Another slug and a sigh.]

Just a heads up. I think Sollux's lost his patience with me for a bit. I'm giving him some space... Maybe a week or two.

Oh. Well I wouldn't know, I've kinda.. not really spoken to him much since the party and stuff. Aside from the time I went to yell at his dumbass for being dead.

Fef's gone, apparently. Let's just say he's not in the mood to talk to the girl who's making out with the one that killed her back in their world. I don't really blame him. Eridan and I, and hell Fef and I talked about it a little. I told him it's not fucking happening again here. [Slug. Oh wait, there went that drink and a quick coughing fit.]

Of course... I'm not going to hold it against him. We've both got blood on our claws. But yeah, I think Sollux'd rather not see my face for a little bit. I'm ok with that.

Oh... Yeah. She has. I hadn't really thought about what he'd feel about Eridan, to be honest I'd completely forgotten about that.

[She feels a little bad, and hopes Eridan hadn't done anything to piss him off.]

Yeah... [Shrug] The more I watch them, the more I think their violent sides make relationships a mess. You date one, and one of your friends is bound to hate their guts. Probably for a good reason. It's like walking into an angry beehive.

I'll manage. Sollux and Eridan can fucing fight like little knights if they want. I'm not Eridan's protector, and I'm not sticking my nose in this.

[She can't help but snort into a drink a little- beehive immediately made her think of Sollux, and his bees, and him just generally being a little angry bee.]

Yeah, I really wish they'd stop fighting but I doubt they will. And I see why it happens, I mean Eridan's my friend but he was still a total douchebag for what he did.

Pretty much just that. Like some of the things I've done when I was out of control... well, they made Eridan freak. He deserves to know what he's getting into though.

I'm not judging, but I can't blame those two or Kanaya hating his guts. They're like a giant war waiting to happen. How they don't end up killing each...

[Dawning of realization...]

Wait... they kind of did, didn't they?

Yeah. The killing thing kinda already happened, hence all the hatred for each other.

But it seems like death's no more permanent for them than it is for me. I don't know... I guess I'm more forgiving, as long as it isn't going to happen again.

[She shrugged.]

It's... harder to care about death when it isn't the end... even if that's not something I'd wish on anyone. But I guess I'm weird.

Yeah, sorry it is sorta weird. Like, I know I get killed like... half an hour or something later if I got sent back, and even if it's not permanent I'm still dreading it happening.

You kind of should. I... might be able to forgive someone that killed me, depending on what happened and what was coming after, but it's not like I actually enjoy dying.

How could you forgive someone for killing you? If you ask me that's pretty unforgivable.

I went crazy and killed him first? He wasn't in his right mind when I brought him back to life. My other side really did a number on that poor kid...

[Waving of an empty drink.]

And Sollux wondered why I thought I might be better suited to troll stuff.

Oh. Okay. Huh.

[Yuuuuup not much else she can say to that]

Yeah... I take the tea to keep sane for a reason. You... never really did end up dealing with my crazy side did you?

Nooooo....? [Sometimes she can be a little oblivious. Or not realize just how big of a deal some things are..]

Lucky. [She looked over at her and frowned for a second, shrugging.] If we stay lucky, you don't ever have to know. Just... I'm kind of Dr. Jekyl and Miss Hyde. I can explain if you want to know. It's not like we haven't talked about enough as is.

No I already knew about that stuff, but i guess I just figured that it wasn't.. that bad?

[She sighed and leaned down to press her face into her hands.]

I think he was convinced it wasn't as bad either, Eridan. That, or he's just dense and doesn't listen. Maybe both. No, it's as bad as it comes. that part's a complete psycho, but there's people helping lock me up, and the tea's working so far.

Sorry. I'd understand if you really didn't want to deal with it anymore.

No offense to Eridan, I mean he's my friend, but from what I gathered he has pretty much no regrets in killing anyone if they've wronged him in some way, so I'm sorta not surprised if he wouldn't give a shit about it?

[She looked over at her and sighed.]

yes and no. You have no idea what look he got when I told him about that, and no offense Roxy, I'd rather not tell you the details. I'd like to be let back into your house again one of these days, and I'm really trying to make sure that never happens again.

He was definitely shocked. And I think he regrets Fef, sort of. He hated that he killed her, but I really doubt he would have done anything different.

It's okay, you don't have to tell me. And yeah I'm pretty sure he regrets it, I mean he said he loved her sooooo...

Don't remind me.

[She had a sour, very obviously jealous look in her eyes and a grumble at the back of her throat.]

I'm not going to be good at handling that whole two relationship thing. I don't share well, and my other half doesn't share ever.

Maybe you should talk to him about that? Because it's just what they do, if he gets red for someone he'll go for it.

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